Mike pushed the bike through the sand and leant it against a Land Rover; people considered vital to island security, were allowed a vehicle. It hadn’t moved in months. The 767’s appearance would have warranted its use if he hadn’t already been at the airport. It had a quarter of a tank of diesel. There would be no more.
He searched for life through the haphazardly placed palms to the sea beyond, but the white sand leading to the water’s edge was deserted, except for a lethargic wading bird.
He climbed weathered ironwood steps to the veranda and welcomed the slight breeze, palms rattled, he brushed aside a young frond overgrowing the handrail and kicked off his deck shoes, the warm wood drying his sweat, he followed the curving, pale pink wall towards the sea, looking in through each window for any sign of life. They were on the deck. She was sitting at a table head bent forward, he was sitting next to her, following the story she was reading.
He saw him first. ‘Daddy!’ he shouted, joy filling his face, he jumped down and ran with uncoordinated limbs.
Mike scooped him up, squeezing, pressing foreheads, breathing deeply the sun hot hair and feint scent of his mother. ‘Hello gorgeous, how’ve you been?’
‘Ok daddy,’ his reply muffled against Mike’s neck.
‘Have you had fun?’
‘Yes.’
What’ve you been up to?’
‘Swimming.’
A standard response, although fair to say he did swim every day. Mike looked beyond the tousled blonde hair to Leah and smiled. ‘Ok Hon?’
Leah nodded, smiling as she came over, throwing her arms around them both, squeezing until Benjamin wriggled and squirmed free, dropping to the deck and running back to his book, ‘green tractor mummy, come find it.’
‘Ahhh, an hour of finding tractors, why couldn’t he have been into fairies or even Pepper Pig!’
‘No son of mine’s goin’ to be into fairies!’
Leah pulled back and studied him seriously. ‘To survive he’s gonna need to be in touch with his feminine side.’
Mike dropped his hand, squeezing through her shorts. ‘I’m ok with him touching the feminine side, just not fairies.’
‘Don’t disappoint me now Mr. Huntley, I can’t be with anyone who’s a bigot or a homophobe,’ Leah’s face dissolved into a grin as she leant forward and kissed him on the lips. ‘Talking of extremists, Tony been winding you up again?’
‘Could say that.’
She pulled back from his embrace and frowned. ‘What’s up?’
Mike glanced at his son stabbing at the pictures with one finger, his vision suddenly blurred.
‘Hey,’ Leah cupped his face, ‘what?’
‘Can I tell you later?’
She studied him then nodded. ‘Got anything to do with that plane I heard earlier? Sound I haven’t heard for God knows how long. Was the weirdest thing, like a dream.’
Mike hugged her hard. ‘I’ll tell you later OK?’ He went over and picked up Benjamin, sitting with him on his lap. ‘How many green tractors?’
‘One, two, three, five…’
‘What about this one?’ Mike pointed.
‘Eight, ten, six…’
‘You see Nemo today?’ Mike kissed his head and his son’s blue eyes looked up at him earnestly.
‘Yes.’
‘And Dory?’
‘Yes, and all his friends,’ he smiled, Mike’s heart flipped. He may not be able to count yet but he could snorkel the reef and spot most of the fish out there.
‘Talking of fish, what we got to eat?’ he looked at Leah leaning against the deck rail looking out to sea.
‘Mr. George brought a coupla’ snappers earlier, and Sally dropped off sweet potato, tomato and some other green stuff …orders from on high, we gotta keep our pilot fit and healthy.’
‘You want some fish?’ he jiggled Benjamin on his knee.
‘Nemo?’
‘No,’ Mike laughed, ‘we could never eat Nemo!’
‘You wanna get the BBQ going? There won’t be electricity tonight, apparently we’re being cut to one hour a day at five pm to recharge batteries, but no lights allowed.’
Mike looked at his watch. ‘OK, hour before sunset. I’ll go for a swim, then cook.’ He got up and stood Benjamin on the table. ‘Daddy’s going for a swim, you want to come?’
‘Woah, it’s too late and I’ve just got the salt off him.’
‘Oh mummy,’ Benjamin pleaded.
‘Sorry, mummy’s right,’ he hooked a towel off the back of the chair that had been drying. ‘I won’t be long, then I’ll read you a story OK?’
Benjamin looked like he was about to cry but Leah picked him up, ‘come on, let’s get you in bed buster.’
Mike watched them go, waving at Ben looking over his mother’s shoulder before they were swallowed in the gloom of the interior.
The sand was warm. He discarded his clothes on a sun-lounger, picking up an abandoned pair of goggles on his way to the water, relishing its first cool touch. Since the de-salination plant closure and reliance on stored rainwater, nude bathing was no longer a punishable offence. Some things had changed for the better, Mike thought, floating on his back appreciating the deep blue sky, more vibrant than ever thanks to over two years of pollution reduction.
He rolled over and swam hard, parallel to the shore, stopping when he reached a wooden pontoon built into the natural deep-water harbour and the mooring for Leah’s pride and joy; her sleek, imposing sports fishing boat, Diving Belle. Fuelled, ready to go and like the Land Rover, for emergencies only, which, like the Land Rover, meant it hadn’t moved in six months. That’s where the similarities ended. Leah polished and cleaned Diving Belle, maintaining and replacing from what she could scavenge on the island. Boats, especially fast offshore ones, were another thing the council thought vital to their survival, so Leah was given dispensation to keep her in a constant state of sea worthiness.
Mike felt his heart thudding as he rested his arms on the stern platform, his feet kicking behind. Diving Belle, written in sweeping letters triggered flashes of memory; a life a world away, a world when the virus was just something in Africa, no real concern, pushed to the bottom of the news, if at all. What had been happening to them in Central America were the headlines. The fears and challenges overcome he imagined, had put them in credit for the rest of their lives. Nothing could compare to what they had endured. How wrong had he been!
Mike shuddered, duck diving into the cooler depths, concentrating on the beauty around him. The rippled sand, a yellow stingray gliding towards the reef bordering the channel, alive with blue tang, glinting like jewels. A barracuda poised for that impossible acceleration to the kill. A rainbow parrotfish appearing from behind a head of pink coral.
Something brushed his leg, fear spiked again, and he instinctively kicked away. A plastic bag ballooned in his wake like a screen-printed jellyfish. Coral formations became heads with rigor mortised screams, the blue tang, sightless eyes of people entombed in the same sea. He broke the surface gasping and swam hard for the shore, rotting fingers stretching for his thrashing feet.
As soon as he touched sand, Mike stumbled upright, driving through the shallows, and then running hard along the shoreline.
‘Something not quite right ‘bout a running naked man,’ Leah said from the shadow of a palm as Mike picked up a towel from the sun lounger, his chest heaving.
Mike wrapped the towel around his waist, too breathless to reply.
Leah walked over, a frown creasing her brow. ‘Look like you’ve seen a ghost.’
Mike breathed deeply holding the back rest to the lounger. ‘Several…actually.’
Leah put her arms around him. ‘Thought I might join you for a swim, Benjamin’s asleep already.’
‘There were hundreds,’ he held her tightly. ‘Hundreds…’
‘Shhh,’ she put a finger against his lips. ‘Look at the sunset, look at something beautiful,’ she guided him to sit in the lounger.
Mike sat, shivering, focusing on the sun nearing the horizon, powdering the bellies of puff-ball clouds with reds and gold.
Mike felt Leah sit behind him, he could feel her warm skin against his back as she pulled him against her, stroking his chest, wrapping her thighs around his waist, squeezing. ‘You’re naked,’ he smiled, feeling her warmth, her strength, the security of their relationship, their life together. The shivering subsided. ‘I swam to the Belle. I was reminded of how we met. Reminded how incredible it was, how we found each other out of all that shit… I can’t lose you or Ben, surely we’ve been through enough to be granted that one wish.’
‘Hey,’ Leah massaged his shoulders, ‘don’t think, live in the moment, remember?’ her hands moved down to the knot in the towel. ‘We promised to take each day, dreams are on hold while the world sorts itself out.’ She pulled the towel loose and her massage moved lower.
Mike shivered, this time as heat spread from his belly. He glanced down the beach.
Leah stopped kissing his neck. ‘I think you’ve scared off any watchers, it wasn’t pretty.’
Mike looked down at himself self-consciously.
‘Oh, it’s much prettier now,’ Leah whispered.
Mike moved within the grip of her thighs, facing her, he gazed into Leah’s green eyes, as captivating as any flash of colour found on the reef, ‘and I’ve found something more beautiful than the sunset.’
Leah made a gagging sound, then started giggling from his hurt expression. ‘Oh come on, just kidding, I love you and your Englishness, you know that!’ she pulled his head to hers and their mouths pressed together, she manoeuvred her hips and sighed, ‘now that is beau..ti…ful,’ and their love blended with the rhythmic slap of waves on sand.
Leah was just a silhouette against the purple red sky when she eventually pulled out of their embrace and walked down to the water’s edge to wash herself.
Mike watched the lithe movement of her body, forcing his mind to focus on the sensations still coursing through his body, the warm tropical air, the languid sea, the occasional rustle of palms behind him…stay in the moment … stay in the moment…
Leah returned and tugged at the towel he was half laying on. ‘What I’d do for a good shave, look at the state of me,’ she ran her fingers through her thick pubic hair. ‘It doesn’t put you off does it?’
Mike shook his head. ‘What do you think.’
She patted herself dry. ‘Better get the fire lit so we can eat. Then we can talk about today, OK?’
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Leah wiped away a tear.
Firelight reflected off the dull white snapper bones discarded on their plates.
Mike reached across the table and squeezed her hand. Eventually he said, ‘when do you think Samuel will arrive at the crash site?’
Leah sniffed and looked up at the stars, blinking away her tears. ‘Should be before 11 tomorrow,’ she looked back at him. ‘Any survivors, would’ve drifted miles.’
‘
There won’t be,’ Mike let go of her hand and scraped her fish bones onto his plate, then threw them on the fire. They hissed and popped.
Leah frowned. ‘You don’t know for sure. People survive the most amazing things, look at us.’
Mike glanced at her with raised eyebrows.
Leah shrugged. ‘I’m worried though, we haven’t encountered anyone from outside since that plane tried to land here.’
‘I know, I see the wreckage every day,’ Mike said. ‘I hope to God Samuel doesn’t face the same dilemma…
‘You’re joking right? There’s no way Sam would behave like that prick Thompson.’
‘You know the rules. No one can enter or leave. It’s that simple.
Leah stared into the flames. ‘It’s been so long, surely they’ve found a cure?’ she said quietly.
Mike reached for her hand again. ‘The way that plane went in would suggest otherwise.’
‘Don’t subscribe to their bullshit Mike,’ Leah pulled her hand away. ‘We can’t lose our humanity and we can’t survive on this piece of rock forever. We’re going to run out of food, fuel, medicine any day now. That plane could have been full of people who were vaccinated, leaving Europe or wherever for a fresh start somewhere and then encountered mechanical difficulties, loss of pressure, fumes in the cabin…any number of things,’ Leah slapped the table. ‘You don’t know and to say we wouldn’t care for any survivors is pure horseshit.’
Mike held up his hands. ‘I know, I know, but the reports and notices we get to see, say things are getting worse if anything...’
Leah sat back in her chair and crossed her arms. ‘It’s all frigging censored Mike! They feed us shit to keep our fear up, to keep us cocooned on this island, to keep fucking Purple Bob in power!’ Leah rocked forward and stretched across the table for his hand. ‘We have Diving Belle, she’s fuelled, ready to go, we could escape, get away from this…claustrophobia…’
Mike squeezed her hand. ‘And go where?’
‘Stay at sea, anchor in deserted bays, we don’t have to go near any populated areas.’
‘What about food, water, fuel?’
Leah grinned, ‘we’ll have Sam with us, we could raid for supplies, become pirates.’
Mike snorted.
‘Come on Mike, I know a lot of people have died, I know the world is, will be… a very different place but maybe… maybe it’s getting back to normal...maybe we’ll arrive someplace and we’ll be able to get vaccinated and…’
‘And if not? What about Ben? You prepared to risk it?’
Leah looked away. ‘So, we just sit here and wait for it to find us?’
Mike reached for a stick and poked the fire, the flare highlighting Leah’s anguished expression. ‘The world’s got to be in chaos regardless of what Purple Bob feeds us. We’re lucky to be on this piece of sanctuary. It’s well protected, off the beaten track, there’s a good chance we can sit it out until we know for sure a cure’s been found.’
Fresh tears were in her eyes. ‘I couldn’t live if I lost him,’ she glanced over her shoulder at the flickering shadows on their house.
Mike could feel his own eyes blurring. He shook himself and stood, the sand now cool but if he pushed through, he could detect the days heat. It grounded him, reaffirmed that their best chance of survival was to remain on the island. ‘Come on, let’s get inside.’ He gathered up the plates, cutlery and glasses, while Leah picked up the bottle of wine. They rationed themselves to one a week. Fortunately, the supermarkets had been well stocked, and wine was not running out; provided they kept to one a week. It contributed to a sudden wave of tiredness. Mike climbed the stairs from the beach with heavy steps, vibrating the handrail, reminding him that it needed fixing. He slid open the door with his foot and stepped into the dark interior. His feet slithered on magazines that Leah never picked up and the cutlery wobbled dangerously.
Mike navigated by memory and starlight; they had forgotten to take the solar charged torch with them. He dodged the books, puzzle boxes and games sticking out from shelves lining the only straight wall in the centre of the house, skirted the dining table and chairs and dumped the items on a large driftwood topped, kitchen counter.
‘Shhh,’ Leah whispered.
Mike glanced to the spiral staircase leading to the mezzanine and the three bedrooms and bathroom. Benjamin was asleep in the back room; he found the noise from the sea too disturbing.
Leah lit a candle and emptied a bucket of rainwater into the sink.
‘What’re you going to say at the meeting?’ Leah whispered.
Mike started to wash the dishes. ‘Just what I saw, nothing more.’
Leah found a cloth and started drying. ‘Ringo came by today.’
Mike grunted. ‘What’d the voice of doom have to say today.’
‘We’re running out Mike, literally days left for fuel, medicine, tinned foods, and chickens are all but gone, so no more fresh meat and we can only catch fish from the shore, no more boats,’ she sighed.
Mike stopped washing, wiped his hands, and held her. ‘Come on, this isn’t you,’ he kissed her. ‘You know Ringo’s been saying shit like that since the beginning.’ He made her look at him. ‘It’ll be alright, it’s been a shitty day and we need sleep.’
Leah’s expression hardened, she held his face and kissed him. ‘Leave this till tomorrow,’ she said taking his hand and the candle. ‘There’re good things about no electricity,’ she whispered.
‘What’s that?’ Mike said.
‘Early nights,’ Leah grinned.
‘I thought you were tired?’