Mike stumbled, his ankle twisting in a rut. Night had arrived swiftly, as it always did. Moonlight hidden by thick cloud.
No ride had been offered and no bike had been available.
His house was a denser black against the night.
The walk home had been a fitting finale to a hell of a day. His irritableness increasing with every step, matching the wind strengthening by the minute.
Tony had said it was just a storm, not a hurricane, nothing to worry about. Blow itself out in a couple of days. What about the four trapped on Crooked Island without food and a few bottles of water? Tony had shrugged, we’ll see in the morning.
Palms clacked above him, the odd nut and dead frond thudded into sand nearby.
He was hungry and tired, desperate to see Leah and Ben, upset that they seemed to have already gone to bed. He had no way of telling them he was on his way home, so he should not have been disappointed.
He pulled himself up the steps to the veranda. Slid back the screen doors and stepped inside, closing them quietly behind him. The wind whined through cracks in the frame, the wooden frame creaked, blotting out any noise that Leah might have made if she had been disturbed. She didn’t call out, no torch came on, silence. The house was empty, he sensed it.
Mike felt his way across the living room, locating the solar charged lantern. Despite his anxiety he had to eat. He rummaged through the cupboards finding bread, fruit, and a luxury - cheese from the small island herd. He piled what he could find, onto a wooden chopping board and took it to the dining table. He lit a candle as the lantern was already running low.
He drank boiled water between mouthfuls, staring at the candle flame, wondering where Leah had taken Ben. She had many acquaintances but no girlfriends, certainly not ones she would spend the night with. Leah was a self-proclaimed loner, with little time for gossip and chit chat. Most of the women, she complained, only talked about hair, lack of make-up, restrictions on sanitary products and not being able to shop for new clothes. Sally, who she helped on the allotment, was the only person she really had time for, but Mike knew her severe husband had banned anyone in the house other than family. So she wouldn’t be there.
Mike had a sudden thought. The chair scraped on the wooden floor. He slid back the screen doors and stepped outside again. He thought the wind strength might have stabilised. The palms still played their staccato symphony around him, there were still no gaps in the clouds. The candle had blown out with the draft. He retrieved the solar powered lantern and went down the steps, healing off his shoes, pushing his feet into the soft sand, feeling the warmth of the sun still buried there. He walked out through the palms to the beach, the noise of surf disquieting compared to the usual gentle flop of waves.
Feint light was coming from the main cabin on Diving Belle. She would often do this to distract herself. Potter around her beloved boat, forgetting the time, Ben asleep on one of the sofas.
She was probably doubling up the mooring lines to make sure it was secure for the coming storm.
Mike walked the surf line, his course dictated by the waves as they hissed and fanned out up the beach. Occasionally he would mis-calculate, and a wave surged over his feet, the water cool, the sand immediately cloying and spongy. He reached the wooden jetty and climbed the steps, sensitive to the feeling of sand between his feet and the hard surface. Leah hated it on board. He would sit on the dive platform and wash them off before announcing his arrival. He could hear the generator working as he approached. Unusual for Leah to waste diesel. Normally the solar panels were enough to run the electrics.
He stepped down on the side deck and over the coaming onto the expanse of stern deck that stretched from the salon to the stern in typical sports-fisherman style. The generator was below his feet, he could feel the vibration and he made exaggerated strides to the stern to keep as much sand off the deck as possible. Mike sat on the stern platform, anticipating the moment of seeing Leah and Ben. The swell coming through the channel sucked and sighed under him, occasionally lapping over the top and wetting his shorts.
He stopped what he was doing. Mike heard voices above the sound of wind and generator. They were raised, angry. Alarm spread through him and he hurriedly got to his feet. He could see a figure moving behind the curtains, gesticulating. He strode towards the salon doors, he heard Leah’s voice. Fear coursed through him; his heart pounded. Mike picked up a boat hook from a holder by the side of the door and rested his hand on the latch. Leah was standing near the door. Mike yanked back on the door and it flew open on its well-maintained tracks. He pushed aside the curtain and leapt in, holding the boat hook in front of him like a club.
Leah screamed and the man opposite stared wild eyed.
‘Samuel!’ The breath exploded from Mike, along with his fear. ‘What the hell are you two shouting about?’
‘Mike! Oh my God Mike!’ Leah flung herself at him. Mike dropped the boat hook as his arms swept round her.
‘You’re back, thank God you’re safe.’ She looked up and kissed him hard on the lips.
Samuel cleared is throat.
They reluctantly let go of each other.
‘You look as bad as I feel,’ Mike said. Samuel looked grey with fatigue, the lines on his forehead deep furrows. He sat hunched on the sofa, dried sweat stains on his t-shirt.
‘Been a tough few day,’ Samuel said, looking down at his bare feet.
‘That what you were arguing about?’ Mike bent to retrieve the boat hook, propping it out of the way.
‘Sort of,’ Samuel said.
‘Where’s Ben?’ Mike smiled at Leah.
‘Asleep downstairs,’ Leah said running her hand through her hair. ‘Do you want some coffee?’
With the generator running Diving Belle was better set up than the house and Mike wondered why they didn’t live on her permanently. ‘Love some,’ he went over to Samuel and they fist bumped lethargically. ‘You’re not worried someone might hear the generator running?’
‘They don’t mind, she’s a strategic asset,’ Leah said.
‘I’m going to check on Ben,’ Mike said.
‘Wait up, I’ll come with you,’ Leah said hurriedly. ‘Samuel can you do the coffee?’
Leah led Mike to the master cabin and put a finger to her lips as she slowly opened the door. ‘He was dead tired, don’t wake him,’ she whispered.
Mike nodded and crept over to the bed. A single cabin light had been dimmed to its lowest setting. Ben had thrown off his sheet, was lying in a foetal position, lips slightly apart, his hair tangled on the pillow around him. Mike adjusted the sheet to cover his legs against the chill of the air conditioning. He knelt next to the bed and gently put his finger in Ben’s cupped hand. Ben’s eyelids fluttered and his fingers tightened. Mike felt tears in his eyes, leant forward, kissing his son’s forehead. He knelt there gazing at his face until Leah laid a hand on his shoulder. ‘Come have some coffee,’ she whispered.
Mike’s fatigue evaporated with the aromatic scent. What was it about coffee? If someone asked him, what was the single thing he missed most, it would be the smell of coffee. Somehow it was the essence of normality, of civilisation. He gratefully accepted a mug from Samuel.
Leah took his hand and her mug with the other and led him to the sofa. ‘So, how did it go today?’
Mike told them, in between savouring mouthfuls. It was his favourite, a Columbian blend, the irony not lost on him.
‘Un-fucking-believable,’ Samuel rubbed the lines on his forehead, ‘so now the place’s awash with cocaine and those idiots in charge will be even more unpredictable!’
‘I feel responsible. Earl told me to leave it, but we needed the fuel.’
‘What if the Columbians return?’ Leah said.
‘I said that to Thompson. He feels they can deal with any drug gang, there was no way he was going to leave it there.’
‘And now poor old Earl’s stuck out on that island,’ Leah said.
‘Yeah, don’t rub it in,’ he finished his coffee. ‘One thing led to another. I wanted fuel, we ended up with cocaine. The world had Ebola, we ended up with Airbola … one thing leads to another.’
Leah exchanged a look with Samuel.
Mike picked up on the look. ‘Your day couldn’t have been much better. Purple Bob told me in our meeting, there was a survivor. I’ve been dreading the answer. Please tell me it wasn’t a child. I’m sure I saw one waving from the plane window.’
Samuel was still in the galley, his fists on the countertop. He looked down into his empty coffee mug. ‘There wasn’t much left…but then you saw the impact,’ Samuel said quietly. ‘We found one container full of medical supplies but everything else was mashed to hell…bodies…sharks…’ he looked up; misery etched on his face. ‘But we found someone,’ he looked at Mike directly, ‘a little girl clinging to a wing section.’
Mike held his breath.
Samuel rubbed his eyes. ‘Weren’t easy Mike, we had that bitch Tara Suckoo on board, and she said from the beginning no survivors… you know what I mean?’
Mike exhaled, flopped back in the sofa and put an arm over his eyes. ‘A girl Sam! For fuck’s sake what have we become?’ He dropped his arm and looked at them both. ‘I think it’s time we left this place.’
Neither of them moved.
‘What? Neither of you think this is outrageous. It’s like the dark ages.’
Eventually Samuel said. ‘I told everyone to stay put and I’d deal with it…the girl,’ he went to the sink, rinsed his mug, and then pulled a bottle of rum from an overhead locker. ‘I didn’t want to be witnessed. Doing the deed was bad enough, you know what I mean?’ He poured a generous amount into the mug and then held up the bottle for the others.
‘No, I don’t!’ Mike said angrily, thinking of Ben. He got up and held out his mug looking disgustedly at Samuel. ‘Do you accept this?’ he took a mouthful while eyeing Leah over the rim of his mug, wincing as he swallowed.
Leah shook her head, patting the seat next to her for him to sit down. She held his hand.
‘Anyway, I was hidden by this shipping container we had salvaged, I fired my pistol…’ there were tears in his eyes, ‘man she looked so…terrified I guess but there was something else…she looked…’ his expression reflected the desperation, ‘ she looked almost divine….she held out her arms like…like you know those pictures of Saints?’
Mike threw up his hands impatiently and Leah calmed him.
‘There was forgiveness in her cut and bleeding face, even with me pointing a pistol at her… she just held out her arms…like…I fired,’ Samuel pinched the bridge of his nose, ‘I fired wide… she didn’t flinch, didn’t see the gun, just held up her arms, her eyes looking into mine like God himself looking into my soul…I couldn’t,’ Samuel shook his head, looking at Mike for understanding.
‘You didn’t?’ Mike sat forward.
Samuel grabbed a kitchen cloth and wiped his face. ‘No, I pulled her aboard, put her in the rear storage locker, tied her clothes around a punctured buoy and wrapped it in chain, then threw it in the water, when the others saw it, it looked like a body sinking.’
Mike was stunned. He glanced at Leah and could tell she already knew.
‘When we got back, I made sure the boat was cleaned down, then when everyone left, I took her out and …’ Samuel looked at Mike, ‘smuggled her here.’
Mike’s eyes widened. ‘Here!’
‘She’s down below, asleep,’ Leah said.
‘Here…with Ben,’ Mike leapt up. ‘Are you mad she could be full of disease!’
‘A second ago you were angry that he might have killed her,’ Leah said.
‘I know…but…I know…’ Mike looked from one to the other. ‘She’s asleep…down below?’
Samuel nodded.
Mike glared at Leah. ‘You’re OK with this?’
‘What do you think we were arguing about?’
‘How could you let Samuel put Ben in danger.’
‘I…I had no choice, he had nowhere else to go,’ Leah said, anger narrowing her eyes. ‘She’s a little girl Mike. If she’d got the disease, she’d be showing symptoms by now.’
‘She could be a carrier,’ Mike said. ‘I’ve heard some carry it but don’t actually die from it.’
Leah crossed her arms. ‘Ben is everything to me, you know that, but what could I do, she’s a little girl.’
‘Millions of little girls have died,’ Mike shouted.
Leah put a finger to her lips.
‘And what the fuck’s going to happen if anyone finds out?’
‘No one’s going to find out, she’s safe here.’ Leah said.
‘You don’t believe that,’ Mike started pacing. ‘This boat belongs to the island defence remember? Anyone could come on board, anytime.’
‘We’ll think of something.’
‘We? I don’t remember being consulted.’
‘You were bringing cocaine back to the island,’ Leah said. ‘Something I think, is just as threatening to our survival here.’
Mike threw up his hands. ‘Oh great, turn it round on me, that’s perfect!’
‘Hey, hey come on guys,’ Samuel said, ‘you’ll wake them up.’
Mike glared at them both, then turned his back, finishing his rum while staring at a faded picture of Diving Belle at sea taken from the air.
‘Do you want to see her,’ Leah said.
‘No, I bloody don’t,’ Mike said. ‘What have you done Samuel?’ Mike turned back to face him.
Samuel’s shoulders sagged. ‘What would you have done?’
Mike clenched his fists, closing his eyes. ‘Maybe left her, let fate deal with her.’
‘I couldn’t…they wouldn’t let her survive…’
‘I need some more coffee,’ Mike said, slumping back into the sofa. ‘If she’s a carrier, how long before we get it?’
‘It would be showing by now,’ Samuel said.
‘She was on a plane full of dead people, how can she possibly not be infected,’ Mike said.
Leah started refilling the coffee percolator. ‘Maybe she’s vaccinated, maybe she’s immune and her blood could be used as an antidote, maybe the plane crashed because of mechanical failure.’
‘Good luck with presenting that to the defence committee,’ Mike snorted. ‘You realise if she’s discovered we’ll all be quarantined and much worse,’ Mike said, ‘Cyril and that psych Thompson are just itching to get me.’
‘I thought you’d show more humanity than this,’ Leah said quietly.
Mike stopped his retort by helping himself from an open packet of Oreo’s on the salon table. They listened to the coffee brewing, the wind in the out-riggers and the squeak of fenders against the dock. The coffee finished and Leah got up to pour.
‘We’ve been in isolation for over two years. Two years! All that sacrifice swept away,’ Mike groaned, accepting a mug from Leah.
‘That’s ridiculous. We’ve all made sacrifices Mike. You know what the rest of the world’s been through. We’re lucky, better off than millions. It wasn’t just humanity… it was our duty to save that girl. I know the danger, he’s my son too.’
‘We have to be selfish, it’s the only way we’ll survive. Which is why I’m really struggling with this,’ Mike said.
‘It’s my fault, I shouldn’t have brought her here,’ Samuel said.
‘No, you shouldn’t! Did you think for one minute about Ben? What’s the point of saving her life, if you put all of ours in danger?’
Samuel held out his hands. ‘You want me to go down there, strangle her and throw her overboard in chains?’
Mike pointed at him. ‘You know what, yes I do!’
Samuel’s eyes widened.
‘You can’t mean that,’ Leah said.
Mike felt his eyes burn. ‘I do… I bloody do…what if Ben right now has that fucking disease crawling around inside him…’
‘Then it would too late,’ Leah said quietly.
Mike clenched his fists. ‘You can’t mean that!’
‘Hon, I’ve already had this argument with Samuel. How long do you think we can hang out on this island before something happens that brings us into contact with the disease? We’re running out of supplies, you’ve already visited a possibly contaminated island, we can’t survive like this for ever. Either the world finds a cure or a lot of us die, or as is the case, those who are immune, survive.’
‘But we were in control, being safe,’ Mike said.
‘Maybe, but look how quickly things change. You made one trip out and now the island’s awash with cocaine.’
‘So, it’s my fault?’ Mike asked.
Leah moved over to him and after some resistance, put her arms around him. ‘You’re scared Mike, we all are, I’m terrified, I love Ben more than you can imagine but….’
Mike pulled out of the embrace. ‘There’s a but?’
‘We’ve been through worse remember?’
Mike shook his head. ‘Different, that was you and I, Ben’s way different.’
‘So, you’d have been OK losing me?’ Leah said.
‘How can you ask that, knowing what I went through to save you.’
Leah put her arms back around him. ‘That’s why I love you so much. We’ll find a way out of this, just like before.’
‘This is bigger than that ever was. We could shoot back at that enemy, this one …’
They held each other until Samuel said with a slight slur. ‘What’s the plan then?’
Leah and Mike reluctantly let go.
‘I’m going to take Ben back to the house. If he’s contracted the illness, I think the plan will have been made,’ Mike said.
Leah squeezed his arm. ‘He’ll be fine.’
‘If you say so,’ Mike got up, ‘I’ll carry him.’ He looked at Samuel. ‘You need to find a way to get her off this island, she can’t stay here. Crooked Island was deserted. Set her up there with enough supplies.’
‘How?’ Samuel said.
‘Your problem,’ Mike said.
‘You said you had to go back to pick up Earl and the others,’ Samuel said.
Mike looked incredulous.
‘You could take her in the plane.’
‘Have you completely lost it? You sure you aren’t showing symptoms?’ Mike said.
‘We could smuggle her on board tonight, no one would know.’
‘Not a chance. There’s a guard at the airport 24/7 and anyway, the weather’s looking too bad for a flight tomorrow.’
‘Tomorrow night then?’ Samuel was looking desperate.
‘No way Samuel, no way. There’s more fuel on the island that Island Defender could go and pick up. You take the girl over in that.’ He went below and returned with Ben still asleep and wrapped in a blanket. ‘I suggest you stay on board and deter any unwanted visitors,’ he whispered at Samuel.
‘You coming?’ Mike said to Leah, who nodded, finishing her coffee.
Leah reminded Samuel to switch off the generator and then cupped his face, kissing him good night.
‘I think you were quite hard on Samuel,’ Leah said as they walked along the surf line.
Mike trudged on, holding Ben tightly.
‘He was only being human.’
Mike put his cheek against Ben’s, it was soft and warm, the boy whimpered and snuggled closer.
‘Not talking to me?’
‘Saving my energy,’ Mike said, dodging a wave.